its been a sort of nightmare lately... bongs everywhere. i guess ive pretty much realised im drug fucked once again.
& dont even begin to think that i like this situation... its dificult.
i know there is something big coming. im eager to find out what it is... ?
i also know.. im not a good person.
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drugs: head aches. cramps. hep c. contraception. sex. money. theft. trust. hope. despair. rehab. cigarettes. vomit. speed. dirty. food. lies. deciet. introversion. depression. sleep. awake. pain. strength. rushing. deals. fights. tears. morals. euphoria. plans. struggles. fits. foil. bags. cones. pipes. trains. clubs. music. crack. h. bikis. trance. acid. relationships. cops. legal. illegal. broken. empty. lost. secrets. paranoia. unbearable. reality. lines. cars. cards. calls. health. scattered. high. come down. inhale. trip. fucked up. unsure. questions. dependence. addiction. crazy. crime. fire. smoke hits. eyes. shakes. decay. ruin.
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future?
5:01 p.m. - 2005-06-07
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