clean for a month.
amazing how everything can turn to shit.
i've lost the ability to distinguish between friend & enemy.. with everything. people-things-places-feelings-thorts. wot is good and wot is bad.
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i'm afraid to say it.. but my friendship with tara isnt there anymore. there isn't even a level of comfort. there isn't anything i can say to her and now its become that i dont even want to say anything to her. just have to accept it and move on. i cant move backwards even if i wanted to.
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i need to move out. fuck this for a joke.. i just want to be alone. do everything alone.
screw it all and more.
8pm - 2005-03-12
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