so shit is going alrite.
no more drugs
lotsa zoloft
no more temazepam unless i want a little buzz
lotsa walking
a bit of swiming
some new job hunting
and lots and lots of reading and the watching of foxtel.
life is actually not too bad.
and its only gonna get better.
i'm much more positive about crap. sure i have a few downers every so often but i'm able to ride them out. i'm a lot more patient with myself and with others and with life. im doing well.
i have this wall though.. many walls probably. but this first one that's in my way is making me feel weak against its brute strength. its almost impenatrable... but maybe i can find a way around it.. or over it.. maybe i doesnt need to be knocked down.
who the fuck am i kidding.. im in no kinda mood to write really. too distracted i think. i'll write another day diary. just know that im doing fine.. better than fine...
...im doing good.
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waiting to fall so that you can fly
12:06 a.m. - 2006-01-06
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