addicted to meds:placebo
listening to it non stop.
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work begins next week. a 9 to 5 apprenticeship in hairdressing. seemed good in theory. and now my doubts are kicking in. and my fears are strengthening by the milisecond. and everything becomes blurry and my focus is on the ground... [wheredoiplacemynextstep]
how on earth did i turn from drug addicted to full time employed in 3 months. wots going on? is this an elaborate plan to watch me fall, once again? i'm full of paranoia. and my thorts are dying... maybe im out of touch... where's my safety .. where's my insanity.. has the world gone sane?
8:11 p.m. - 2006-02-02
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