the past week has been a torment.
im tired
im so tired
of.it.all...........
i just want it to start.. to stop.. to die.. i cant help but feel so fucking distanced from the world. from all its inhabitants.. from myself.. from myself.
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been on myspace everyday... just staring at the screen.. reading everyone elses lives.. trying to participate but not pulling it off.
maybe i should quit while im ahead.. or maybe im so far behind that there's no chance to succeed. maybe im talking shit and i cant stop.. maybe maybe fucking maybe
8:05 p.m. - 2006-01-28
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