my thorts, so urgent and so violent, they come so fast and leave even quicker
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no really; i didnt realise how messed i am. or maybe this new found realisation is completely drug induced?
i dont get it. i dont understand. is that what you need to hear(?) because i'm not ashamed of not knowing.. im just ashamed of the truth. & the truth... i'll take to the grave.
wonder how far i have to go?
i dont want to confront. im not in a low budget horror flick where the character is running UP the stairs towards the danger.. im fucking bolting out the closest exit & heading towards the nearest drug addicted fool.
sharingiscaring
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i dont know where to start;
im praying for the end...
3:43 p.m. - 2005-09-11
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